sorry. i've been busy. just doing stuff for this event i'm planning. but i'm trying not to get too bogged down with it all. i'm just trying to focus on some other milestones that are non-event related. like getting laid off and getting a severance package. and immediately running to the apple store and getting a new G4 laptop and new ipod. yes, that will be a heavenly day.

in the meantime, i've discovered an extremely disturbing blog from rosie o'donnell that seems to be stream of consciousness. i think. she has it linked from her real site so it's really her. frightening.

also, before i go, i just want you all to pray for me. i think i'm going to hell. i recently had my first conversation with the pastor that's going to marry me this summer and one of the first things out of my mouth was a lie. you still live at "blank oakhurst drive, right?...and john is still on detroit street?" umm, yes, of course pastor.

hell. definitely going to hell.