happy vday

happy valentine's day to all of my favorite people out there. you should know that this is my 2nd least favorite holiday of the year (behind new year's eve) because it brings nothing but disappoint usually. when you don't have a special someone on valentine's day, it just feels like singles awareness day. you're lonely but the world makes you feel extra craptastic on that day because you don't have anyone. i had a lot of years like that. and yes, to all of the single people out there, i can't complain as much because now i do have someone i love on this oh so special day. but with that comes different problems. problems because hallmark builds up today so that you feel like you should get 50 red roses at work, diamonds when you get home, and cards and poetry all day long. which is ridiculous because i don't expect those things all of the other days of the year and therefore i'm not disppointed when, on march 14th, i don't get roses upon waking. you see my point? loneliness or disppointment...that's all this day will get you.

on a happier note, tom cruise is crazy!!! woohoo!